Sunday, March 30, 2008

hmm

ydae went to visit aloy.. felt so happy. i n his dad went to buy some food. aloy insisted on joinin us. juz on the way there he fell aslp in the car. i hug him to slp. the feeling is very gd. how i wish i everyday can hug him. i miss him le... when its tym to go home the way he sae byby to us reali makes me so sad. i hate to bid gd bye wif him. next sat faster come pls. aft tt i went to fetch boon leng n his gf JESSICA!! chill at changi village wif kennth n loads of funni memories. 2dae went to city plaza wif her.. it reali makes my next week colorful. her smiles r reali best medicine. aft tt went to fetch boon leng n his gf. i think i roamed ard sk for abt half n hr b4 findin the place. lol... went to see yew keng... not bad. is her 1st tym seein all these.. hope it dun irritate u huh. ok i will write till here.

Posted by Taz at 9:30 AM

Friday, March 28, 2008

great

2dae mc!! shiok!! didn't go for my counsellin... afternoon went to pray wif boon leng... meetin him is damn great. at nite went to sing wif him again. and his gf. enjoy it so much. aft tt went to hk cafe. pls tell me everything ok?? i will try not to help. bt if u r tired n stress muz let me noe k. haiz.. hope everything goes smoothly for u!! toothache tt leads to headache!!! u 2 r the best tt i got in my life....

Posted by Taz at 12:57 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

hmm

todae woke up damn earli n took a cab dwn to camp wif kennth... stupid parade!! when i am told in the end tt i cant join la.. luckily. aft camp went to cgh to hold up my title of mc king!! lol.. reach home n recieved a call frm aloy.. u noe aloy???!!! i am so happi.. heard frm mine mum he cried when he went to his new sch. my heart shattered when i heard tt... bt its gd to let him learn to be independent rite?? sat faster come!! i cant wait to see u aloysius!!! later meetin ce n uncle.. tts great!! * i miss youS *

Posted by Taz at 8:04 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

pls visit us often

woke up at 5+ in the morning. ydae nite was a tough n sad night for me. i cried to slp ydae. thinkin of the fact he is moving so far away and wun be seein him so often really makes my heart break. aloysius w/o us by ur side u muz be a gd boy ok.. if not ur daddy will beat u de. go to new sch dun let the teacher bully ok. tell me if they do. when i in camp i recieved a news tt we will be having dinner wif aloy and his parent tonite. thinkin of being able to see him reali makes my day. bt on the other side, i am reluctant to go as i am worried i cant take it. in the end i went for it juz now. seeing him will make me so so so happi. juz lk seeing her. during the dinner we had our drinks. suddenly aloy shouted : " everybody together, everybody together. " then he goes lk holdin up his ribena and say : " yam...seng. " upon seeing tis tears really were so hard to control.

can anyone tell me y muz he move ?? i reali wonder.

Posted by Taz at 6:51 AM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

thoughts

can stay out will be alot beta... bt journey is tiring. sat's nite celebrated boon leng's bdae. had a great tym yea... hope u enjoy it too bro!! happi 21st.

am i not treatin u gd enough? sometimes i reali wonder.. i cant give u the best of things. but i can give u the best in what i can. but will u feel anything? i reali dun dare to think abt it. every day when i comes home there will be aloysius welcomin me home. but aft todae there wun be his laugher, his cryin, his smile and his everything. tears rolling down everytym i think of this. mine sis cried till lk dunno wat ydae. my mum too. he is mine pillar of support. bt now he will be leaving me soon wat am i goin to do?? hope his mum bring him over every sat as she promised. 3 yrs of bonding wif him definately make him very impt to me. btw ydae nite had a great chat wif my 2 bros chon hon n jay... reali enjoyed the chat thks yea. if u were to read my blog.. i'll juz wan u to noe.. whenever pple turn their backs on u , i will be ther for u de. i am unworthy. may u find ur mr right soon huh.