Monday, April 13, 2009
at this hour.. i'm at kbox..
thoughts running thru my mind...
miracle happened?? i really doubt..
at least in my life i dont see any...
22yrs of my life i have wasted..
pls take me away frm this cold n meaningless world.
i'll be darn grateful. i tot .... is a turning point for me, but i am wrong so wrong.
how does it feel when someone care for u?
i really dunno..
i wish n pray hard tt i can feel it.. treasure it.. love it..
but i doubt i'll ever have the chance.
will i ??
is it worth to do all those?
feel sad for pple tt wun even give a damn to u??
always feels tt if she is happy everything is fine.
it does not pay to be a gd guy even though i am not.
it hurts. the feelin tt heart contract so hard...
crude, lots of vulgarities, fat, ugly and etc..
i cant see any gd point in the mirror.
i do feel very sad at times. but i dare nt to show it.
sometimes i really do need a person to listen to me.
to feel me. to understand me. to care for me.
but till now..
really a simple n abit will really touch my heart deep dwn.
actually i feel life is so meaningless now.
can give me a chance please? i really mean please...
a chance to really care for the one n only.
a chance to take care of someone.
a chance to show off all those stupid ideas i haf.
a chance to for myself to be control.
a chance to LOVE someone not to lk...
a chance to miss openly.
it that really so difficult?
maybe it is..
i still got many more to type out
but....
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MIRACLE DOES NOT HAPPENED TO ME...
i really hope it will...
Posted by Taz at 11:18 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
random thoughts
juz had my wisdom tooth on the left plucked. feeling so hungry now...anyone wanna be the 1st kind soul to buy me foods?
i doubt ther will be any la..
a phone call recieved i will try my best to get u wat u wan...
knowing u r sick or watever i will really get so anxious... i will try my best to buy u foods n etc.
when i know friends need pple to get food for them i will try to get it to them... but when it comes to mine situation i doubt anyone will care... seriously no one does...i decided not to do those *only fools does * things. will not be appreciated but only being take for granted.
i am feeling weak now...
if anyone were to buy food for me.. i swear i will be darn touch.... very touch... but again
NO ONE!!!!
Posted by Taz at 10:09 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
these are photos taken for the past few days activities
enjoyin her durian
the stylo milo DEKUN
cuties
kawaii neh
sweeties
style guangyi
mafia dekun
3 beauties
big nose eric
umbrealla grp
yang guang guys
dwn eric dwn
cheers
brothers
cool eric
nt enough
grp
beautiful meiting
by the pool
loves
3 musketeers
enjoying
gorgeous meiting
cheers!!
Posted by Taz at 6:03 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
be bad people are also easier..
be nice people hard la...
doing nice things is always so much diff as how others see...
Posted by Taz at 9:42 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
R.I.P uncle tan
last wed b4 goin out, i just bought wanton me for u and auntie. its really very sudden and shocking when CE called me on tues night. i am really very sad. uncle... please rest in peace. CE will be a strong guy. may god bless you. we'll miss u. your calling of xiao pang zhi to me.treasure pple n things ard u b4 they r gone.
Posted by Taz at 11:38 AM
Friday, February 13, 2009
happy Vday
its 54 mins to Valentines day.Hereby wishing everyone a happy n blissful Vday
Wei Ge we'll celebrate together tommorrow.
22yrs of lonely celebration. how nice is it??
Posted by Taz at 7:03 AM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
firstly let me present the new couple..
TAN CHIA EN & ADELIN TAN
hope the 2 of u last long...
lastly i conclude..
1) meiting u really hokkien peng
2) adelin u really love to BLINK huh
